so my job is a nightmare and nothing seems to be going right for me at the movement and I just want it all to come to an end, but unfortunately that is not how my life works. I’m going to push through everything and I am now controlling my eating due to ana making an appearance as I have been really ill recently. Hopefully this means that I will be able to eat less food.
I have capped my allowance at 1000 and next week it will be down to 800 again and hopefully I can control it and restrict even further until I don’t eat very much at all.
I feel very controlled and really good about myself as I don’t eat very much at the moment, and I am looking forward to be able to lose weight for next summer.
