Thursday 12 October 2017

I’m back (and so is ana)

so my job is a nightmare and nothing seems to be going right for me at the movement and I just want it all to come to an end, but unfortunately that is not how my life works. I’m going to push through everything and I am now controlling my eating due to ana making an appearance as I have been really ill recently. Hopefully this means that I will be able to eat less food. 

I have capped my allowance at 1000 and next week it will be down to 800 again and hopefully I can control it and restrict even further until I don’t eat very much at all. 
I feel very controlled and really good about myself as I don’t eat very much at the moment, and I am looking forward to be able to lose weight for next summer. 


1 comment:

  1. i know how you feel i have been recovered for the past two years and with my moving and starting new in a new place my ana just reared it ungly little head again..... however, it doesnt upset me as much as it should, i think.

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