Rant about relationships...

Relationships make you fat.

I have been in one for five years and I put on three stone since meeting him. I lost a bit of it, but ultimately never managed to keep it off. My life has started to revolve around food and today - whilst maintaining a good calorie level on my Skinny Girl Diet - he told me that he has seen a discount code for a pizza restaurant, and wants to order from them tonight.
You have to spend £50 for 50% off - do you know how much food that is?! I know when I am hungry I can finish it all, and then purge, but I want to stick to my diet and not deviate. If I do, I will gain more weight and never be able to get rid of it.

Thinspo to look at so I don't deviate from my diet

Relationships make you fat, but I won't let it anymore.

Weight Rant

Can't stand reading articles about people who lose weight whilst eating less mini rolls or chocolate than they used to. I have been cutting my food intake for years, and what happens?! I put on weight!

I am infuriated about this and I don't know what more I can do. 

I just want to be thin and beautiful.

I have been working harder than ever and to no avail. Please just lose weight!

Back to the daily grind...

I have not posted on here for over a year and I am sad to say that I have gained a stone from eating with little care for my body and exercising a small amount.
After changing my diet to a mindful and healthy one at the beginning of the year, I started losing a bit, but now I am immobilised due to a broken leg. So, I am fasting to get rid of the weight faster and I hope to lose this stone quickly and be back to my starting weight very soon!

Bikini Thinspo

I have been feeling a lot of negative feelings towards my body recently and I hate it so much. My thighs are huge and my boobs have grown larger than they have been for a few years. I cannot wait to lose more weight.
I am fasting every other day and I am trying to eat less than 800 calories on the days that I do eat, so I am still boosting my metabolism and trying to eat something so I don't lose too much too quickly.
In a few months, I am going on holiday and I intend to go swimming and sunbathe. So I need to be thinner. This is why I am restricting more.

This is Bikini thinspo....

Skinny People...

There is no order to this blog post, just people that I want to look like and be like.

Retro Thinspo

I have been obsessed with the 1950s/1960s recently, so I thought I would share some of that thinspo with you.

I do not condone eating disorders, this blog is just to help me make sense of my thoughts and feelings.

I just want to be skinny, is that too much to ask?

I am heavier than I was a few months back and I couldn't be more embarrassed.

I’m back (and so is ana)

so my job is a nightmare and nothing seems to be going right for me at the movement and I just want it all to come to an end, but unfortunately that is not how my life works. I’m going to push through everything and I am now controlling my eating due to ana making an appearance as I have been really ill recently. Hopefully this means that I will be able to eat less food. 

I have capped my allowance at 1000 and next week it will be down to 800 again and hopefully I can control it and restrict even further until I don’t eat very much at all. 

I feel very controlled and really good about myself as I don’t eat very much at the moment, and I am looking forward to be able to lose weight for next summer.