Bikini Thinspo

I have been feeling a lot of negative feelings towards my body recently and I hate it so much. My thighs are huge and my boobs have grown larger than they have been for a few years. I cannot wait to lose more weight.
I am fasting every other day and I am trying to eat less than 800 calories on the days that I do eat, so I am still boosting my metabolism and trying to eat something so I don't lose too much too quickly.
In a few months, I am going on holiday and I intend to go swimming and sunbathe. So I need to be thinner. This is why I am restricting more.

This is Bikini thinspo....

Skinny People...

There is no order to this blog post, just people that I want to look like and be like.

Retro Thinspo

I have been obsessed with the 1950s/1960s recently, so I thought I would share some of that thinspo with you.

I do not condone eating disorders, this blog is just to help me make sense of my thoughts and feelings.

I just want to be skinny, is that too much to ask?

I am heavier than I was a few months back and I couldn't be more embarrassed.

Celeb thinspo

Taylor Swift:

T-swizzle is the first thinspo I always look to, because she is just flawless and I would give anything to have her body or her legs as well. She is someone that I aspire to be. She runs as well, which gives me hope for the type of body that I could achieve, providing I stay truly on track!

I would love to be able to wear crop tops and short skirts in the way that she does, because I cannot do that myself, but if I lost the weight to look like her - bearing in mind I am not that much shorter than her - I could be able to wear the clothes like her and look good too. 

I would give anything to look like her.

Victoria's Secret Models:

They are my weakness, I would love to look like them or even be one. 

One of my rewards when I reach my ultimate goal weight of 130lbs is to go to the VS store and by a set of lingerie or something like that. Or even something in the PINK range because I would finally be pretty enough to wear something that only the VS angels (or goddesses would wear)...

My favourite models are Karlie Kloss and Gigi Hadid, but I also love Miranda Kerr.

I cannot wait to look this good!

Stay strong, skinny and lovely! 

xx