Rant about relationships...

Relationships make you fat.

I have been in one for five years and I put on three stone since meeting him. I lost a bit of it, but ultimately never managed to keep it off. My life has started to revolve around food and today - whilst maintaining a good calorie level on my Skinny Girl Diet - he told me that he has seen a discount code for a pizza restaurant, and wants to order from them tonight.
You have to spend £50 for 50% off - do you know how much food that is?! I know when I am hungry I can finish it all, and then purge, but I want to stick to my diet and not deviate. If I do, I will gain more weight and never be able to get rid of it.

Thinspo to look at so I don't deviate from my diet

Relationships make you fat, but I won't let it anymore.

Skinny People...

There is no order to this blog post, just people that I want to look like and be like.

I am back (again) and ready to lose weight...

I have become so fat and no amount of exercise or healthy eating is helping me to lose weight.... I hate my body so much and I really need to lose weight.

I am planning on intermittent fasting from 8pm to 12pm, which is 16 hours and means that the window I have to eat in will be filled with small meals, which will always come to under 1000 calories.
As I have eaten at 9pm tonight, I will be fasting until 1pm tomorrow, but the longer I can fast - the better.

I graduate in a month and a half, but I really wanted to be 40lbs lighter than I am now and I had hoped that I would lose weight by eating healthily and being good with food. But instead, it appears as though I am going back to my old ways and eating less calories with lots more exercising. Hopefully, I can lose 40lbs quickly, as I have a new job in September and want to make a good impression on my colleagues. 

Reasons to lose weight:

- To look good in a dress (see below) - for events and my job.

- To feel more confident in myself

- To wear a bikini on the beach and not have to cover my body up with baggy clothes because I am too fat to show my body off.

I just want to be happy with my body and losing weight will definitely do that.

Inspirations and Thinspirations...

One of my lovely friends makes thinspo videos and I love watching them (I also love the music that accompanies them...), so this post is about some of the websites and thinspirations that I use to keep me motivated.

The first three youtube videos are by a channel called In Another Life - by the lovely Milla - and she is (hopefully I think) going to continue posting more thinspo videos as time goes on.

I'm gonna show you - by Bebe Rehxa

Beautiful - by Bethany Dillon

New American - by Halsey

I love using Tumblr as my main thinspiration source because I have a lovely blog where I reblog or blog my own pictures and thoughts to do with thinspo. I love Tumblr because there is so much on the website to explore along with tips and tricks. 

Instagram and Pinterest are my next favourites, because there aren't as many tips and tricks to do with Ana, but there are more pictures of ideal bodies, which I love being able to save or like. But Pinterest is better as I am able to see different exercises and eating tricks, which you can then save to different boards.

More videos

I also love Before and After thinspo, as it keeps me positive about my weightloss journey.

Remember that Rome wasn't built in a day and neither is Ana. Ana is a journey that may take a while, but you can start to see the difference with time!

Stay strong. Stay positive my lovelies!

xx

Couch to 5ks...

Now, this is really new to me, but I have just started - in the last week - a couch to 5k challenge.
I really want to be fitter and therefore I need to do more exercise than just Zumba, which was very successful and I did lose a stone, but I think it is time to step up my game and learn to love running. In between university time, I have found that I tend to eat a lot more, so I am hoping that this will help to balance that out and perhaps even eliminate my need to eat more food... I don't know quite where my thoughts are, but I hope that it will all even out one day...

Why running you ask?

Because in my lovely, yet crazy way of thinking, I believe that it is the right thing for me to run... Now I am not a cross-country runner or someone who was ever any good at running in school. I was the slowest and the most clumsiest runner I have ever met. I literally have no balance whatsoever. With this, I hope to be fitter and thinner soon enough. But it's going to be a long and difficult few weeks ahead, but I hope I can do it...

Taylor Swift is my thinspo, if she can run, then so can I...

I would love to look like her

So wish me luck!

Stay strong and positive, my lovelies!

Reasons to be thin...

Of course you have your reasons for coming here and wanting to be thin, but these are some of my personal ones...

To have a thigh gap

Hi...

Just another Thinspo blog...

This is a series of motivators, ideas and images in order to keep myself and anyone else on track!

Currently I feel like this...

and I would love to get to the point where I can do this...

But my ultimate goal is...

and I would love to have a transformation like this...

So, my stats...

I am 5'9"

186lbs but I started at 206lbs, so I have come further than I thought, but I would love to be 130lbs overall.

So stay strong my lovelies, because one day your thin dreams will come true! 

You just need to stay positive! 

Just remember...